freedom

goodevening (:

today i want to talk about freedom,
because i am at my best friend's place right now,
and it's really really nice,
she moved out because she's going to college,
and everything seems just perfect,

she can go out whenever she wants,
come home whenever she wants,
eat whatever she wants, basically,
she can do what she wants to, when she feels like it.

and that seems like heaven to me,
and it makes me wanna move out too a little,
but i'm mostly scared of having no discipline,
because i'm a lazy and chaotic person,
so it'll be a great task for me,
but i'll succeed right? or not?
well, i'll see when the time arrives,
for now, i'm going to pass my senior year and graduate!

xo; R.